Loneliness is when you forget that God is with you

Disclaimer : This post was made during my fifth semester which is a bit long time ago so please do read! It just me and my overthinking. With trembling feeling, I always thinking about my future, my life and how people around me going to take me in their life. How suffocated their life when there is existence of me. I dreamed on how good my life will be. My life in 5 years from now would be great and no one can beat me. Nah, it just my pleasant idle thoughts and here struggling with so many things. Good news; I made it to the dean list this semester and this was nothing can be said. Happiness! Bless in my life. I never thought that I could made it to this far. Last semester was hectic for me, where handling plenty of events at the same time struggling in my left out subjects. It was hard though no kidding but thank God I made it! I'm not brag it just something good things that I want to share because if some people who knows me, I'm the worst people and stupidest st

I always thought that every single man that I've met is the one who might be my soul mate but totally I was wrong. To get the right one, you need to go with many processes. Definitely you cannot simply pick randomly who will be your other half since he or she will be with you for like forever. Choosing a soul mate is not as easy as an ABC. If it is, maybe everyone (including me) already got paired up. You just need to know a couple of thing before you are so-called ready to go one step forward. Before asking someone to be your partner, your soul, your everything, asks yourself first. Do you really want him/her to be your husband/wife? Are you really going to handle all the tantrums, cries and all the negative thoughts for the whole time in your life? Are you ready to have a big fight and settle it properly? Think, think and always think all these possibilities. You need to be ready and create your plan in handling this kind of bad thing (which everyone wishes not to have