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If you believe, you can do it!

Disclaimer : This post was made during my fifth semester which is a bit long time ago so please do read! It just me and my overthinking. With trembling feeling, I always thinking about my future, my life and how people around me going to take me in their life. How suffocated their life when there is existence of me. I dreamed on how good my life will be. My life in 5 years from now would be great and no one can beat me. Nah, it just my pleasant idle thoughts and here struggling with so many things. Good news; I made it to the dean list this semester and this was nothing can be said. Happiness! Bless in my life. I never thought that I could made it to this far. Last semester was hectic for me, where handling plenty of events at the same time struggling in my left out subjects. It was hard though no kidding but thank God I made it! I'm not brag it just something good things that I want to share because if some people who knows me, I'm the worst people and stupidest st

Marriage Life

I always thought that every single man that I've met is the one who might be my soul mate but totally I was wrong. To get the right one, you need to go with many processes. Definitely you cannot simply pick randomly who will be your other half since he or she will be with you for like forever. Choosing a soul mate is not as easy as an ABC. If it is, maybe everyone (including me) already got paired up. You just need to know a couple of thing before you are so-called ready to go one step forward. Before asking someone to be your partner, your soul, your everything, asks yourself first. Do you really want him/her to be your husband/wife? Are you really going to handle all the tantrums, cries and all the negative thoughts for the whole time in your life? Are you ready to have a big fight and settle it properly? Think, think and always think all these possibilities. You need to be ready and create your plan in handling this kind of bad thing (which everyone wishes not to have

Emotional post

This might be a quick post with the most emotional that I ever write. I'm just  feels that I need someone or something to let them hear my stories. I know there’s no use telling my ‘nothing’ stories so I prefer to tell here. I really don’t know why suddenly I feel want to cry. To be honest, am the person who rarely cry even while writing this am crying like hell. What’s wrong with me I just don’t get it? Maybe got something wrongs somewhere. I’m starting like to hate people. People are so ignorant. They just trying to ease themselves without knowing others problems too. It’s not like only them who got million tonnes of problems. Others have too. Can you just calm your tits and try to figure out problems on your own. People around you are not going to settle down for you. Stop being a cry-baby so that people will lift you up and pat your back. Sometimes might be considered but if you do it often, no one cares. I am serious now. Enough until here I guess. There no go

COLOUR IS COLOR

Life will be surely dull when there is no existence of colours. Can you imagine when there is no colours? It is terribly drab when there is no colourful colours. Is it enough for us just to see the dusk and not waiting for the dawn? Do we ever wonder how the colours of the bottles? What is the colours of our crush shirts? Also, what are the colours of the walls?             We just acknowledge what colours means in our life when there is no sun to sparkle like a precious stone and all around us dark intense. Stop thinking on what shape of real moon and figure out what are the real colours of the moon. Imagine living on the Neptune with a constant of blue colour without other interesting colours. Boring, right? At the end of the day, people can kill themselves because there is no colour in their lifetime just because they live in such a dark days. Don’t you wish to see those infamous P.Ramlee movies to be played in colours? To see the vibrant kebayas of the old days? It must be

There's goes my tears

I've never show my tears in front of public. Unfortunately today (April 19), its come out vigorously. I can't stand seeing the one who I loved most been stationary forever. It hurts inside. I don't even know why I cried badly after kissed her forehead. She really gave me a big impact in my life. I missed all her words, advices and babbling. She's the one who told me to achieve all my dreams. She also the one who told me it's okay if you fail now but she knows that you will succeed later. It's just about time. Go and seek for knowledge. You will enjoy your life afterwards. Yes, granny. Now I really enjoyed doing my voluntary jobs. I enjoyed meeting around new people and get to build myself. The words "InshaAllah kakak berjaya" always be my spirit. Never fade. Now, who will boost up my spirit whenever I fall down? Who will predict my future eventhough it is fairytale? No one can replace you. I thank God for letting me 'kapankan' you. I thank God

"Life is fair but people not"

Most of us would say that life is unfair but actually people are the one that made life is unfair. To be honest, it is unfair to say that life is unfair cause life is giving you chance to make a difference. Why people are so blind in making the wrong decision then suddenly claims that life is unfair. Oh come on!  Life is a game, there will be a start and end. Once you ended the game, start over again and again. Until you manage to get to the finishing. What if you just ended your game just like that? Are you satisfied enough? Mostly would say no but most everyone would not to start over and claim that life is unfair. Ridiculous tho.  When people is being unfair to you, adjust to be fair. If it is not working, just forget about that people and find for the right person to you. Life is not stop just at there. You still have a lot of wonderful life to go through. Enjoy what in front of you while you can until the end of your life. You can do better. Just put some faith in you

Ravenous Love

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I never know until I realize That it was love You can't be replaced Even I've met another man There will be 'you' I know that This will be hard For us Am I in love? With my bestfriend?