Loneliness is when you forget that God is with you

It started with happiness all the way until I refused to follow what he wants. He don’t want to talk with me, he neglected on me about a couple of months and never give me any financial on studying neither pay me for tuition fees. But my life still get some lucky cause I still own a sister and brother who always support in my life. The story begins when I refused to go for IPTA and choose IPTS instead. In this situation, I figured out that it was totally my mistakes for not to follow on what our parents want but as for me, it is my decision to choose what I should do in my future. Please don’t misunderstand on what I’m trying to say. I’m not saying that we must ignore on what our parents wish us to be but sometimes we need to know what usually we want to be cause we are the one who will facing all the obstacles onwards. They only can support us from the back but in facing together with us, it was A BIG NO. Sometimes we need to clarify them what the real problem is. After I ...

Bismillah      Tak tahu nak mula dari mana. Saja nak kongsi short vacay aku ke Penang. Tanpa book hotel, budget yang sangat sikit (RM150) for two days (tak cukup sebab ada insiden berlaku). Ni just little guide untuk yang nak travel Penang. Okay lets start.      Aku bertolak dari Perak dengan bas dalam RM23.70 (Transnasional Teluk Intan-Ipoh-Butterworth) jadinya dalam pukul 1.30 tgh hari sampai Penang Sentral tu. Dari Penang Sentral, amik laluan feri RM1.20 pergi balik. Dalam half an hour jugak nak tunggu feri.     Bila dah sampai seberang sana, kawan kiotrang datang amik, bawak pergi makan dekar Nasi Kandar Kapitan dekat town sana. Nak kata sedap tu biase je mungkin tak kena dengan selera aku kot. Lauk sotong dua ketul dengan udang galah sekor total RM14.20. Time dekat nasi kandar ni la yang agak pathetic sikit hidup aku. Boleh pulak beg aku buat hal. Tengah dok syok pilih lauk zip ni rosak and terbukak. Nasib baik tak terburai segala...

Bismillah..     Sorry I don't write much for the time being. I've so busy lately to arrange my life by myself. Trying to be independent and not hoping for anyone else.     I don't know what to write about but just want to share a little bit about peoples' expectation. Random thought. Nowadays, we can see that most of people or we can say people around us are judging people based on their looks. Oh come on, in this new era, there's still people who are in short mind,      I'm a little bit sad with this kind of people. Before, about #TangkapNajib, one of the punker or rockers I'm not sure (I forgot his name) was caught by the police. He was about to make a demonstrate ( I think he was in Adam's group).      Some people said that, he was a punkers, uitm's student and johor if I'm not mistaken. To make you clearly, I want to say that, peoples' thought are like this I guess " HE/SHE CANNOT BE A LEADER IF THEY DON'T HAVE A...

   Bismillah...    Surely not everyone knows that today 9th June is the most precious day especially for matriculation students. Today was our result day!!    What? You ask me how about my result? Hehe. Alhamdulillah I pass with flying colors as for me but I knew that there's plenty people are more great than me. Whatever not, I'm satisfied with what I've got. Eventhough I knew that several people may be dissapointed with me.     So what is my direction afterwards is, entahlah rasa macam nak stop belajar if there's is no any offer for me ((I guess so)) but if my luck is beside me, I'll try my best to be the very best. Yes, aku mengaku masa matrics dulu aku rasa akulah yang paling low diantara semua students s2ap4 tu. Entahlah prac-mate aku semuanya hebat-hebat seriously sampaikan aku rasa macam tak patut aku berada di kalangan diorang ni. Kalau dulu masa sekolah ada ranking kelas and I'm still on the first class b...

Bismillahirrahmanirahim...    Seperti yang semua maklum, harini semua budak 1996 kan amek result haaaa. mula dah simptom tak lalu makan, tak lalu nak tidur tak lalu nak bangun. (Ehh ade jugak ke ?) Ahh, kalau tak pernah ada bila dah macam ni semua rasa lah katakan. Hehe. Sampaikan ade yang dalam perut tu orang putih kata "like butterflies in your stomach" yang kita ni bukak zoo dalam perut. okay merepek :3 "Jangan sesekali menggadai prinsip, demi untuk mendapat dunia yang mengiurkan."    Perasaan seseorang tu mestilah nakkan yang terbaik dalam pelajaran dia. Nak-nak kalau dia memang bebetul target ye dak ? Mulalah kita buat solat sunat hajat lah tahajud la istikharah la. betul kan ? mengaku je lah sebab semua orang buat benda yang sama :) Tapi alih-alih kita dapat result yang buat kita macam nak putus nyawa. Rilekslah, Allah baru nak uji sikit. Mungkin selama ni dia bagi kita kejayaan sampaikan kita rasa diri kita ni terlampau hebat. Tup-tup Allah...

Say Alhamdulillah. Selawat dan salam ke atas Nabi kita Allahuma Solli Ala Muhammad Wa Ala Alihi Wasohbihi Wasalam :)    Berkenaan tajuk post aku ni aku kupas daripada buku yang aku baca. Magnet Diri dikarang oleh Amin Idris. Siapa yang ada baca buku ni, tahniah and siapa tak baca, tak apa, aku kongsi ilmu ni dengan korang.    Kita sebagai manusia yang hidup dalam serba kemewahan. Setiap yang kita perlu jika kita ada duit maka kita boleh dapat. Betul kan ? Sebenarnya itu semua sementara , manusia tak sedar bahawa manusia memerlukan antara satu sama lain.     Manusia tetap manusia, tidak ada yang berbeza. Walaupun ada 1001 perbezaan sesama manusia,mereka tetap manusia. Tidak kira pangkat, jawatan, harta, bangsa dan keturunan dia masih lagi manusia. Kan ? Tuhan menyebutkan, yang membezakan manusia adalah tahap KEIMANAN dan KETAKWAAN kepada Tuhan.    Manusia saling memerlukan. Semua orang memerlukan orang lain...

Say Alhamdulillah that we still alive today...    First of all, this entry is about a meritorious person which ever thought me in English till I fall in love with this subject.     Um yeah, I started learned with him since I was in standard five maybe. I forgot about that. I really hate this English Language damn much because I think this is 'acah-acah bajet' language and my English always down.     I felt like " why we should learn this language? It troubled me" Erghh . Until then, my mother sent me to this tuition. An old man. And I hate him firstly. Of course, learning English with an old man. No please -_- Moreover, he always sassy mouth. Haha, feel like, okay keep calm and learn english.     About 2 year I learn with him and I started to get comfortable with him. And yet, my English got more better and soon I fall in love with it. Truly, he helped me so much in this creepy subject. And of cour...

  Melihat saja tajuk post diatas agak-II korang aku nak tulis pasal apa? Okay cepat guess je. Haha , Tak dapat nak guess ? Okay, aku nak cakap sikit boleh ? Sekadar peringatan juga pedoman buat diri kita , Hamba Allah yang mudah terlupa.     Dawarsa ini, kita lihat ramai orang yang berubah ke arah kebaikan kan ? Daripada yang seksi , sekarang berlitup. Okay aku bagi contoh, Misz Nina , kalau kita tengok dia dulu, Masha Allah. Kain tu memang tak cukup. Tapi alhamdulillah,sekarang dia join macam-II majlis ilmu, beliau ingin berubah ke yang lebih baik. Sehinggakan beliau sendiri berkata "saya tak rindu zaman dulu" Subhanallah. Lihat  kan hidayah Allah :)    Pembaca sekalian , Allah tu Ma ha Penyayang. Dia menerima taubat hamba-hambanya. Kenapa kita tak sedar lagi? Buka mata , buka hati , buka akal anda .    Pembaca yang dikasihi Allah. Tujuan aku menulis ni bukan untuk mengutuk, mencaci atau mengeji sesiapa tetapi se...

"Allah takkan menguji Hambanya jika tak sesuai dengan kemampuannya"              Yaa, ayat ni rasa dah sebati kan dengan semua orang. So do I. Tahun ni aku Spm, dan tahun ni macam-macam ujian yang aku tempuh. Tapi aku malas nak mengadu dekat orang. Aku pendam dalam hati sebab aku rasa bila aku cerita, nobody knows what im feel. And how hurt do I feel. Yahh, Im sick of it. Enough for me see what had happen surround of me :') What a sad. Haha. Okay , let it be.         Act, im not the type of loves to share my story with people but i would love to hear others people's story and probs. Yeahh, seriously. But, what I want to say just, when I heard other's stories, I automatically forget what my probs is. Yeah, I love that. So, I prefer to hear what others stories was.       Eh, ni dah lari jauh kan ? Haha, aku tak tau nak cerita macam mana. Aku fikir kalau ada blog macam WeChat kan bagus, kita cakap d...